I would have enjoyed them more when they were little. So cuddly and sweet smelling. I was so hung up on schedules, proving I didn't need help, that I really had no time to enjoy them. Sure they were both feed and burped and changed, but no real cuddly time. I would change the first four months.
I agree. I feel like I missed out on their first six months b/c I was worried about one thing or another and didn't fully enjoy it.