Hi all, I am 28 years old and a first time mom. I just had my 12 week ultrasound and found out I am having twins. I am freaking out to say the least! I immediately started crying and panicking when the doctor showed me the ultrasound. My pregnancy up until this point has not been an easy one. I just started a new job that I hate and I am dealing with anxiety and depression because of that on top of the worries of expecting a baby. To find out that I am not expecting one but two babies has added a whole other level of anxiety and I am terrified that I will not be able to handle it. I wanted a baby but my anxiety and depression has not allowed me to enjoy my pregnancy the way I always thought I would. I am terrified of having postpartum depression and am worried that twins will make that even more likely. Is there anyone else who has dealt with a similar situation or was initially unhappy about the news of expecting twins?? I know it is a blessing and I should be thrilled and all that stuff, but at the moment I just don't feel that way and don't know how to cope with it. Any and all advice or help is welcomed!